assuming that one poor soul might be interested, I was enjoying the song "I Want You" by Elvis Costello and felt a pull to define my experience. Saying that i was "enjoying" the song is a bit misleading. I was, however i would never qualify the song as enjoyable. it is more punishing joyful.
too.

I was living in my 'pink' apartment in '03. when my brother gave me chocolate and blood as well as many other awesome albums for a birthday present. my 30th birthday. "there is a song, whew, its a hard breaker, I Want You" I listened and was intrigued. the song grew and grew and then Fiona Apple's cover with Costello just fucking killed it.

"I Want You" - Takes you somewhere dark and wonderful.